He later was struck forcefully by "how rapidly the mind adjusts itself" to new circumstances, how contingent even the most fundamental truths seem to be. "I thought for awhile that I was dying, and it seemed the most natural thing in the world—The moment the hope of life returned it seemed as abhorrent to nature as ever that I should die." More matter-of-factly he recalled that "one of the thoughts that made it seem particularly hard to die was the recollection of several fair damsels whom I wasn't quite ready to leave."
-Stephen Budiansky, Oliver Wendell Holmes: A Life in War, Law, and Ideas
The above being after Holmes was wounded at the Battle of Ball's Bluff. Holmes was also wounded at the Battle of Antietam. Budiansky enlightens us:
The Battle of Antietam remains the bloodiest single day in the history of the United States Army, its casualties on that hot September day in the Maryland countryside twice those it would experience even in the D-Day landings against Nazi-occupied France. The morning of September 17, 1862, found Holmes's regiment encamped on the east side of the Antietam Creek a few miles outside the town of Sharpsburg, Maryland. By seven thirty they were on the move . . .
The horrific casualties suffered by attacking forces throughout the Civil War was largely a result of the collision of traditional tactics with the vastly increased firepower of newer weapons; rifled muskets that could be accurately aimed to five hundred yards and lethal to a thousand yards, and cannon that could sweep the field with curtains of cannister shot.




